Yay for Me
Today my boyfriend and I went and got our hair cut. It was really fun because one I like getting pampered, and two I want to be a cosmetologist so anytime around people like that is a good time to me. As I was sitting there watching Anne (my hairstylist) cut Michael's hair I realized even more that I really want to do this. I mean, she doesn't just cut hair like someone who works at Great Clips or something, she creates hair styles. That might sound really retarded to some people, but it's true. She's really creative in what she does. So yeah it really solidified what I want to do. I seriously can't wait till I start school. I'm sure it will be hard work, I mean going to school from 8:30-5:00 five days a week can't be easy, but I'm still looking forward to it. Plus I'd love to be able to make people really excited about their hair like I get after a good cut, or like Michael did today. Speaking of which, I totally love his hair. I wasn't sure that I was going to...but yeah he's looking really hot! hehehe

Anticipation
I'm feeling really antsy right now. It's probably totally normal given the age that I am, but I'm really wanting to begin the next phase of my life. Right now I feel like I'm in this transition period between being an adult, and being a teenager. Half the time I just want to go back to not working and just doing school, where I didn't have to worry about bills and all that junk. The other half of the time I want to fast forward so that I'm out of highschool and I'm actually doing my career...or at least in school for it, rather then working just so that my bills can be paid. It's really hard to be content with my life here and now, when I know it's gonna be changing for the better really soon. People always say that teenagers live in the moment, with no regard to what's going to happen in the future. Apparently whoever came up with that saying had never met me because it seems all I do is think about the next year and what I'm going to be doing. I'm excited about transitioning into adulthood, in fact I'm really ready to be done with this whole teenager thing. However (not that you could tell from this entry) I'm really trying to enjoy my life now. I know it's not pointless, and that I'm learning valuable things by working and doing school and all that junk. And chances are, I'm going to get a lot busier when I start college and wish that I could go back to the days when I only worked till one each day. Still I'm really looking forward to the next phase in my life, I can't wait to see what God has in store for me.